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I know what its like to want to die; how it hurts to smile; how you try to fit in but you can’t; how you hurt yourself on the outside; to try to kill the thing that’s in the inside.
Just when I thought my life was coming together, I realized it was just starting to fall apart.
Sometimes it hurts more to smile in front of everyone, then to cry all alone.
You say I’m always happy, and that I’m good at what I do, but what you’ll never realize is, I’m a damn good actor too.
When I was younger crying always seemed to be the answer. Now that I’m older crying seems to be the only option.
I want this on my headstone:
My time has come, and so I’m gone. To a better place, far beyond. I love you all as you can see. But it’s better now, because I’m free. |
